The worst punishment

The worst punishment that a dominate could give a submissive is no communication.

To people outside of the bdsm world, this punishment doesn’t seem awful, but it really, truly is. As subs, we depend so much on our doms from what we wear day to day to what we are allowed to eat to following their rules and the subsequent punishments that go with them. We like getting told by our doms that we are “good” and that they are “proud of us”. They own us and we are submissive to them. They are independent and we are dependent; it is how we exist in this world and we are fine with this fact.

My Sir isn’t only my dom, he is also my friend, my sounding board, my lover, and my tigger. To not talk to him makes me scared. He completes me and I complete him. The fear that he got me to share during the sentencing of this punishment is that when he gives me these no communication punishments is that he won’t talk to me after the punishment is up.

After I told him this, he told me that if I really need to talk to him, I can. He won’t consider it breaking the rules; as he put it, “there is always exceptions to the rule” and if I need to talk to him, he is ALWAYS there for me.

Here is why my Sir punished me: I added too many hours at work without his permission. Sir felt like a no other punishment would make the message clear, so I earned one week without talking to him. The sentence has been served and I am allowed to talk to my Sir tonight when he calls me at 10pm.

I am so excited to talk to my tigger and I can’t wait to hear his voice again. I can certainly say this- I will NOT be going against this rule again. I am sorry that I went against it this time.